Apology

BUMP.

BL Basketcase said

"I  believe I did not start any of that, but what was said to a friend irregular was dispicable.
That was by someone who used an f bomb directed at him.... who I know has the kindest heart and has helped this friend move, given him stuff, drove him far away places, etc.
He would never 'piss or shit on your site'".
 
https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=514457884876261588&postID=3145413605839012999


Interestingly, my comments to other administrators contained your list of  legal stranger's kindnesses in my life and more: helped me empty out voluminous closets at the old apartment, talked me out of committing suicide one day, attended my mom's funeral (Christmas Eve), etc., etc.  I consider him a friend.

That's why he received no returns to his emails - I was stunned.  I mean STUNNED! I was sick for a week.

I knew that legal stranger occasionally commented as anonymous for years.  When I criticized him for it, he said it was "just for fun" and claimed that it helped our stats.  Anonymously insulting or attacking someone is not "fun."

So then a war of anonymous comments broke out on the JTI and we had to batten down the hatches to stay afloat.

I have to hand it to you guys: you put me in a moral quandary unlike any other:  Loyalty to legal stranger vs. loyalty to JTI. They used to mean the same thing.

I'm still trying to sort it out mentally, and I'm beginning to resent the amount of time this problem has taken from me.

I grew up learning that love means pain.  No more.

Comments are open.  Give me hell!


Originally published on 9/22/14 at 2:16 PM:

For those of you who were insulted, hurt, or otherwise offended by my flare-up here: http://www.jtirregulars.com/2014/08/the-good-bad-and-ugly.html?showComment=1409604671267#c8467401124298106625 , I apologize and ask for your forgiveness.  I should be better than that.